These days some of the inmates of Sri Aurobindo
Ashram, Pondicherry, seem to be living in a fool’s paradise. They think of
themselves as sadhaks and sadhikas of Integral Yoga without even knowing what
it means. They are buried under the weight of their own ego without letting any
opening for the entry of Light. They boast with great pride that our Ashram is
a laboratory, the cradle of the new race and think that one fine morning we will get
transformed without any personal effort. Yes, no doubt, the Divine Mother with
Her infinite compassion has given us a golden chance to participate in this
great advent and be in the Ashram in the “Hour of God”. But have we ever
introspected to find out whether we are using or misusing this unprecedented
privilege?
We should seriously think as to why as a
collectivity we have failed to live up to what is expected of us. Sri
Aurobindo’s prophetic vision saw this danger long back when he wrote in the Human Cycle,
For
the way that humanity deals with an ideal is to be satisfied with it as an
aspiration which is for the most part left only as an aspiration, accepted only
as a partial influence. The ideal is not allowed to mould the whole life, but
only more or less to color it; it is often used even as a cover and a plea for
the things that are diametrically opposed to its real spirit. Institutions are
created which are supposed, but too lightly supposed to embody that spirit and
the fact that the ideal is held, the fact that men live under its institutions
is treated as sufficient. The holding
of an ideal becomes almost an excuse for not living according to the ideal; the
existence of its institutions is sufficient to abrogate the need of insisting
on the spirit that made the institutions.” [Emphasis added]
(Sri
Aurobindo, SABCL, Volume 15, The Human
Cycle, p 247)
The aim and ideal of this Ashram is higher
than the Himalayan peaks and vaster than the ocean; that is why it is incomprehensible
to the ordinary mind. But we cannot discard and divorce basic human values from
our nature as if, intoxicated by the pride of being the Mother’s instruments,
we slip to subhuman standards in our day to day life and dealings with our
fellow inmates.
No one can deny that the Ashram was created
by the direct supervision of the Mother and is and will be sustained by Her
Consciousness-Force acting through human instruments. But human beings should
prepare the adhar to become Her able
instruments. Sri Aurobindo says,
“The
divine perfection is always there above us; but for men to become divine in
consciousness and act and to live inwardly and outwardly the divine life is
what is meant by spirituality; all lesser meanings given to the word are
inadequate fumblings or impostures”.
(Sri
Aurobindo, SABCL, Volume 15, The Human
Cycle, p 247)
Again He says:
A
society that lives not by its men but by its institutions is not a collective
soul, but a machine; its life becomes a mechanical product and ceases to be a
living growth.”
(Sri
Aurobindo, SABCL, Volume 15, The Human
Cycle, p 248)
No conscious follower of Sri Aurobindo can
deny the fact that our Ashram has reached the state of a machine without any living
growth. We are in a precarious state. Our behaviour reflects just the opposite of
our expected ideal. The following example will explain the facts. The Mother
says, “We are expected to give to the world an example of better life but surely
not of misbehavior.” (The Mother, MCW,
Volume 13, 119)
But misbehaviour here
has become licensed conduct. Nowadays visitors to the Ashram complain about
misbehaviour at the reception, guest houses and the dining room. They keep
quiet because their protest falls on deaf ears. A most shocking example of
gross misconduct is in the Health department of the Ashram. Some of the
Ashramites working there have the worst kind of behavior, unheard of in any
health care unit in the whole world. Service should be the motto especially of
this sector. (Of course, all the departments of the Ashram should work with the
spirit of service, which is a forgotten dream nowadays.) To everybody’s utter
surprise, the staff of this department has made misbehaviour their code of
conduct. They go on harassing people by using abusive language at the pharmacy’s
dispensing counter, making the inmates of the Ashram come and go several times
for no reason, deliberately supplying medicines other than what is written in
the prescription given by the doctor, not supplying medicines in time and sometimes
even asking the inmates to go to outside shops to procure medicines, knowing
very well that the Ashram management does not give money to the inmates for
personal expenses. The staff does all this with the motive of putting the
inmates in a stressful state. But the most unfortunate thing is the mind-set of
these Ashramites who legalise their misbehavior by the convenient argument that
the misbehavior of sadhaks was well known even during Sri Aurobindo and the Mother’s
time, thus asserting it to be the accepted norm of Ashram life.
It goes without saying that the individual
has a crucial role to play in collective life and that the collective
consciousness will grow or deteriorate in proportion to the individual’s growth
or decline. It is also expected that when someone joins the Ashram, he or she
is expected to imbibe its values and ideals and act accordingly. Now the choice
of upholding the Ashram’s ideals lies with each Ashramite – whether he or she
remains satisfied with his or her own state of consciousness and the general
condition of Ashram life now or whether he or she consciously and joyously participates
in the upward evolution of humanity for which the Ashram was created. We should
then try to mould our life according to the ideals of our great institution
rather than live by our egoistic preferences in order to save our collective
existence from its present predicament.
Anonymous comment:
ReplyDeletemost ashramites there today, didn't come to imbibe any values or ideals. prime location, free food, no work.... so forget about any evolution. i just hope they don't do the opposite of dragging the rest of us into some dark abyss.
Polite? thats the deviant trait thats found in less than handful of people in the ashram outlets.
The state of affairs narrated is quite true as experienced by us often during our visits to Ashram for Darshan. Today only (17/11/14) my wife was misbehaved badly by a male sadhak while she was silently standing in queue in Dining room to deposit utensils in the wash area. It is a pity that there is no one to oversea as to how the visitors/devotees coming from far flung areas are being treated by the so called Ashramites.
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